A 24-year old got a mysterious disease where her body attacked her brain - and everyone thought it was in her mind
She's pieced parts together from stories her friends have told her and a collection of photos on Facebook. But she cannot remember the day it all began - when her father found her in the middle of a seizure, her body writhing on the floor. She also can't remember waking up with her hands tied to a hospital bed, begging her sister to help her escape, or the next day when she proclaimed she was the Zac Brown Band.
Instead, Walsh's first recollection of that time is of a recovery room filled with family and flowers. By then, her doctors had diagnosed her with a mysterious disease called autoimmune encephalitis, or AE for short. While there's lot we still don't know about the condition, experts believe it's part of a larger class of illnesses in which the body turns on itself.
In Walsh's case, the disease attacked her brain, setting off a chain reaction of symptoms that mimicked those of other mental illnesses like depression and schizophrenia. If treated properly and early enough, people with AE can make a near-complete recovery. But if they go undiagnosed or land in a psychiatric ward, they can die.
Something brewing
A stroll down a real street called Memory Lane in London leads you to the London Institute of Psychiatry, where J.A.N. "Nick" Corsellis sliced into the brains of three corpses and found the first evidence of AE.
Deep in the dense part of the brain called the limbic system, the normally lithe network of rubbery-smooth tissue had become puffy and inflamed. It was as if something had attacked it from within.
Most of the people these brains once belonged to had been diagnosed with cancer, then seemed to make a full recovery. But their personalities began to change. A partner or friend was usually the first to notice an odd shift in their behavior - usually a progressive increase in forgetfulness, though others experienced a sudden bout of mania or depression. A 58-year old bus driver found himself waking up most days not knowing where he was.
Corsellis saw inflammation in parts of the brain linked with memory and mood, but he couldn't explain what had caused the swelling that triggered the symptoms.
"The first question to arise ... is whether the assertion of a connection between carcinoma [cancer] and 'limbic encephalitis' is now justified, even if it cannot be explained," he wrote in a 1968 paper in the journal Brain. It was first time the condition was mentioned in a scientific journal.
Walsh's symptoms became noticeable one day at work when she started repeating herself. She joked with a co-worker that she was coming down with early-onset Alzheimer's.
"I was just getting very confused all the time," Walsh says.
The next week, more mysterious problems cropped up - Walsh had a knack for remembering names, but one day when she met up with some new friends, she introduced herself half a dozen times and struggled to commit anyone's name to memory.
"They'd say it and then a couple minutes later I'd have no clue what their name was or what we were even talking about," she says.
At the office the next day, things got worse. "My personality was just off. I thought it was work. I pulled my boss aside into a conference room and I started to cry, which was just not me," she says. When she wasn't feeling stressed and anxious, she felt depressed.
"Something was just brewing, I could feel it," she says.
When the body attacks itself
Our immune system is our body's defense against the outside world.
Most of the action is coordinated by white blood cells, which direct the lines of attack like football coaches, churning out antibodies that target the opponent for destruction.
It's as if "some wires get crossed," says Brenden Kelley, a neuroradiologist at Henry Ford hospital in Detroit who's part of the small community researching autoimmune encephalitis.
Sometimes, this abnormal response can be caused by a virus like the flu or a bacterial infection. Other times, certain types of cancer appear to be the source.
"In picking targets that match the cancer, the body may also pick targets that match places in your body that don't have cancer," says Kelley.
Knee deep in the water
Three months later, Walsh relocated to her childhood home outside of Boston, and saw two doctors who both incorrectly diagnosed her with the flu.
Then one morning around 4 a.m., as her dad, a Boston police officer, got ready for work, he heard a loud crash. He found his daughter on the ground, her limbs thrashing. He screamed her name, but she didn't respond.
The most common cause of the type of seizure that Walsh had that day - known as a grand mal seizure (literally "great sickness" in French) - is epilepsy. Other causes can include extremely low blood sugar, high fever, and stroke.
At the hospital, Walsh's doctors tested her extensively, doing multiple lumbar punctures or "spinal taps," a painful, dangerous procedure that involves collecting and analyzing the protective fluid surrounding her brain and spinal cord. In most cases, this is where doctors will first spot autoimmune encephalitis, Kelley says.
But sometimes, as in Walsh's case, the characteristic markers of inflammation are too subtle to draw a definite conclusion.
"You have to fight 'em, you have to get me out of here," said Caroline, motioning her head towards the nurses as she eyed them suspiciously.
When Alana asked her sister what she was talking about, Caroline explained that she'd been abducted while she was asleep and was now being held hostage at the hospital.
A few hours later, after drifting into the sleepy, dazed state she was in for much of her hospital stay, she woke with a jolt and proclaimed she was the country singer the Zac Brown Band. She started belting out her favorite song of his, a catchy tune about taking a break from reality called "Knee Deep."
"Gonna put the world away for a minute," she sang, getting louder with every verse. "Pretend I don't live in it."
When her family couldn't stop Caroline's crooning, Alana got up and closed the doors to her room in an attempt to keep her from waking up everyone on the ward. Caroline continued.
"Mind on a permanent vacation, the ocean is my only medication, wishin' my condition ain't ever gonna go away."
Over the next week, Walsh proceeded to seize more than a hundred times. Alana recalls that nearly every time she sat down to talk with her, Caroline would seize half a dozen times. They weren't massive seizures like the one that had landed her in the hospital, but small, barely perceptible ones.
"You'd know because her eyes would drift away and she'd stare in one spot, she was having little ones almost every minute," says Alana. "She was very shaky and confused; her heart rate was extremely high, and the doctors just seemed so confused by everything every time we talked to them, they were like she can't be going into these seizures all the time, it's just too much."
Eventually, the doctors decided to put her in a medically-induced coma.
Smoke from the fire
In children, infections like strep throat appear to be a trigger of AE. Susan Schulman, a pediatrician in New York, says she's seen hundreds of cases of a related condition, called PANS (pediatric acute-onset neuropsychiatric syndrome), in her patients. Her first case, in 1998, was a five-year old girl from Brooklyn who flew into a panic about keeping the clothes she wore on the Jewish holiday of Shabbat separate from her regular clothes.
"She was driving her mother crazy," Schulman says. At first, she believed the girl had childhood obsessive-compulsive disorder, but medication made the child's symptoms worse, and she returned to Schulman's office with more intense OCD symptoms and a nasty case of strep throat. Strangely, after Schulman treated the strep with antibiotics, the OCD symptoms vanished.
"I said you know what, that's odd," Schulman says.
"I see infection as the match that lights the autoimmune reaction. The inflammation is the fire; the symptoms you see is the smoke coming out of the fire," Schulman says.
Autoimmune conditions that affect the brain only represent a fraction of all autoimmune diseases. Scientists have identified as many as 80 others, which range from type 1 diabetes, which develops when the body attacks its insulin-producing cells, to multiple sclerosis, psoriasis, and rheumatoid arthritis. More are being recognized each year.
Kelley and others at Henry Ford are currently researching autoimmune diseases that affect the brain. By working with scientists who specialize in the brain and the immune system, Kelley hopes to find out what these conditions have in common so the team can eventually figure out what causes them.
"A lot of these conditions are variants on the same theme," he says.
In Walsh's case, "these are people who tend to not have a lot of other medical problems and then all of a sudden they feel like they're going crazy, they're losing themselves," Kelley says. "It tends to be very clear that something's not right, but precisely what's going on can be difficult to piece together."
Putting the pieces together
When Walsh woke up in her hospital room, she wasn't sure why she was there.
"I was like why are all these people in my room? Why is it decorated with all of these flowers?," she recalls.
A day or so before, a specialist had diagnosed Walsh with autoimmune encephalitis and started her on a regimen of powerful steroids, now considered one of the best treatments for the disease. The drugs began to reduce the inflammation in her brain. In Walsh's case, the affected area was her hippocampus, the region responsible for making and storing memories.
"I just remember I kept asking, 'What?' you know, 'Wait, why am I here?' and they would tell me, but I kept forgetting," she says.
The treatment for autoimmune encephalitis can vary based on the trigger, but timing is always key. If doctors treat whatever is triggering the condition, many people with the disease can go on to lead fairly normal, full lives.
"It's a race against time in a way," Kelley says.
As Walsh began to regain her ability to remember, she realized she'd have to re-learn a lot of basic things.
"I remember going to get up to use the bathroom, and one of the nurses went to bring me a wheelchair and I was like, 'Oh no I don't need that,'" says Walsh. "So then I just thought about standing and suddenly I just had no idea, I couldn't function to walk."
She regained those skills over the next 10 days at Spaulding Rehabilitation Center, the same place the survivors of the Boston Marathon bombing were brought after the attack. There, Walsh re-learned how to put one foot in front of the other and how to hold a spoon.
Walsh now works part-time as a nanny and volunteers with Spaulding and the Boston Boys and Girls Club. Instead of going back to sales, she plans to work with children in some capacity. She recently attended a Spaulding fundraising event with her sister, Alana, where she bumped into the physical therapist who helped her walk in a straight line for the first time.
"We were in our dresses and we were both dancing together," Walsh says, "and Alana was like, 'You know she taught you to walk again?'"
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