Kim Kardashian breaks down crying over marriage with Kanye West on 'KUWTK' ahead of divorce: 'I feel like a f--ing failure'

• Kim Kardashian West cried while talking about her issues with Kanye West on Thursday's "KUWTK."
• She said she felt like a "f---ing failure" for her inability to make her third marriage work.
• Kim said Kanye deserves a wife that "supports his every move." She later added: "I can't."

Kim Kardashian West grew emotional while discussing her strained relationship with Kanye West on Thursday's episode of E!'s "Keeping Up With the Kardashians," which was filmed ahead of their divorce.

During the episode, the 40-year-old SKIMS founder lashed out at members of the Kardashian-Jenner family during a wintertime trip to Lake Tahoe.

"I just want to go to my room and never come out," Kim said.

Her sister, Khloé Kardashian, explained that Kim has been "struggling privately" as a result of her and Kanye's tumultuous year, which included the 43-year-old rapper's 2020 presidential campaign and his since-deleted tweets about his wife and her family.

Khloé added that the couple got into a "big fight" before the trip and cited it as a reason for Kim's behavior.

"KUWTK" then cut to a black-and-white video shot in the aftermath of the couple's disagreement, in which Kim cries to her sisters Kourtney Kardashian, Kendall Jenner, and Kylie Jenner.

"I just honestly can't do this anymore," she said, according to Us Weekly.

Kim continued, "Why am I still in this place where I'm stuck for years? Like, he goes and moves to a different state every year. I have to be together so I can raise the kids. He's an amazing dad. He's done an amazing job."

Kourtney consoled the KKW Beauty founder by telling her that Kanye will continue being a good father to their four children - North, 7, Saint, 5, Chicago, 3, and Psalm, 2 - regardless of their relationship status.

"I just think he deserves someone who will support his every move and go follow him all over the place and move to Wyoming. I can't do that," Kim said.

She went on, "He should have a wife that supports his every move and travels with him and does everything, and I can't. I feel like a f---ing failure. It's my third f---ing marriage. Yeah, I feel like a f---ing loser. But I can't even think about that. I want to be happy."

Before Kim and Kanye tied the knot in an opulent Italian ceremony in 2014, she was married to music producer Damon Thomas for three years before they divorced in 2004.

The now billionaire then exchanged vows with former NBA player Kris Humphries in 2011. Their union was short-lived, however, as the newlyweds called the marriage off 72 days later.

In February 2021, Kim officially filed for divorce from Kanye after seven years of marriage.

Sources told TMZ, the first outlet to report the news, that the split was "amicable" and the couple remained "committed to co-parenting together."

The reality star requested joint legal and physical custody of their four children, according to TMZ. And in April, Kanye responded to Kim's filing by requesting joint custody of the children and asking for no spousal support to be awarded to either person.

Amid the divorce, Kanye has been spending time on his $14 million ranch in Cody, Wyoming.

TMZ reported that Kim will remain in the $60 million Hidden Hills mansion, which the couple purchased for $20 million in 2014, with the children.